Trust Him above all things

Earlier today I utter a short prayer to God. I thank the Lord for everything He did to me and to my family. I also ask for His guidance for everyone. Though I know it was a very short communications with God, i feel that I am connected my tears fall down on my face. I also ask forgiveness for all the negative or wrong doings that I did in life. I also asks for his guidance for me to forgive those who hurt me, used me and abuse me.

I know inside me that God has plans for me why things are changing, I born and raise as a Catholic but since 19 years old I am experiencing this feeling of searching and emptiness. I am not converted to any religion or organization but my personal point of view is changing on beliefs, of course I am not against any other religious views but what i am trying to figure out here is I would like to invite you readers to open your heart, open your eyes and open your soul. Read your Bible and you will understand. Again, I will say it again, im in the process of moving into spiritual learning. This means a lot to me because I can now understand how life goes and what will bring me to unconditional peace of mind, my feeling of emptiness is slowly moving out of my system, i am now more mature on things and I tried to open my mind to understand the people around me. Though I know no one is perfect but I understand that I don’t need to get Human approval as long as I do it for the Glory of God.

Once again, for my readers and followers, i encourage you to do what I do and discover your self, read your Bible, a friend of mine and former college faculty told me to read the Book of John so I read it back again and I started more about it.

excerpted from online bible:
The Word Became Flesh

1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 He was with God in the beginning. 3 Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. 4 In him was life, and that life was the light of all mankind. 5 The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome[a] it.

6 There was a man sent from God whose name was John. 7 He came as a witness to testify concerning that light, so that through him all might believe. 8 He himself was not the light; he came only as a witness to the light.

9 The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world. 10 He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him. 11 He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him. 12 Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God— 13 children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband’s will, but born of God.

14 The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.

15 (John testified concerning him. He cried out, saying, “This is the one I spoke about when I said, ‘He who comes after me has surpassed me because he was before me.’”) 16 Out of his fullness we have all received grace in place of grace already given. 17 For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. 18 No one has ever seen God, but the one and only Son, who is himself God and[b] is in closest relationship with the Father, has made him known.
John the Baptist Denies Being the Messiah

19 Now this was John’s testimony when the Jewish leaders[c] in Jerusalem sent priests and Levites to ask him who he was. 20 He did not fail to confess, but confessed freely, “I am not the Messiah.”

21 They asked him, “Then who are you? Are you Elijah?”

He said, “I am not.”

“Are you the Prophet?”

He answered, “No.”

22 Finally they said, “Who are you? Give us an answer to take back to those who sent us. What do you say about yourself?”

23 John replied in the words of Isaiah the prophet, “I am the voice of one calling in the wilderness, ‘Make straight the way for the Lord.’”[d]

24 Now the Pharisees who had been sent 25 questioned him, “Why then do you baptize if you are not the Messiah, nor Elijah, nor the Prophet?”

26 “I baptize with[e] water,” John replied, “but among you stands one you do not know. 27 He is the one who comes after me, the straps of whose sandals I am not worthy to untie.”

28 This all happened at Bethany on the other side of the Jordan, where John was baptizing.
John Testifies About Jesus

29 The next day John saw Jesus coming toward him and said, “Look, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world! 30 This is the one I meant when I said, ‘A man who comes after me has surpassed me because he was before me.’ 31 I myself did not know him, but the reason I came baptizing with water was that he might be revealed to Israel.”

32 Then John gave this testimony: “I saw the Spirit come down from heaven as a dove and remain on him. 33 And I myself did not know him, but the one who sent me to baptize with water told me, ‘The man on whom you see the Spirit come down and remain is the one who will baptize with the Holy Spirit.’ 34 I have seen and I testify that this is God’s Chosen One.”[f]
John’s Disciples Follow Jesus

35 The next day John was there again with two of his disciples. 36 When he saw Jesus passing by, he said, “Look, the Lamb of God!”

37 When the two disciples heard him say this, they followed Jesus. 38 Turning around, Jesus saw them following and asked, “What do you want?”

They said, “Rabbi” (which means “Teacher”), “where are you staying?”

39 “Come,” he replied, “and you will see.”

So they went and saw where he was staying, and they spent that day with him. It was about four in the afternoon.

40 Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, was one of the two who heard what John had said and who had followed Jesus. 41 The first thing Andrew did was to find his brother Simon and tell him, “We have found the Messiah” (that is, the Christ). 42 And he brought him to Jesus.

Jesus looked at him and said, “You are Simon son of John. You will be called Cephas” (which, when translated, is Peter[g]).
Jesus Calls Philip and Nathanael

43 The next day Jesus decided to leave for Galilee. Finding Philip, he said to him, “Follow me.”

44 Philip, like Andrew and Peter, was from the town of Bethsaida. 45 Philip found Nathanael and told him, “We have found the one Moses wrote about in the Law, and about whom the prophets also wrote—Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph.”

46 “Nazareth! Can anything good come from there?” Nathanael asked.

“Come and see,” said Philip.

47 When Jesus saw Nathanael approaching, he said of him, “Here truly is an Israelite in whom there is no deceit.”

48 “How do you know me?” Nathanael asked.

Jesus answered, “I saw you while you were still under the fig tree before Philip called you.”

49 Then Nathanael declared, “Rabbi, you are the Son of God; you are the king of Israel.”

50 Jesus said, “You believe[h] because I told you I saw you under the fig tree. You will see greater things than that.” 51 He then added, “Very truly I tell you,[i] you[j] will see ‘heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending on’[k] the Son of Man.”

Hope this could help you the way it helped me.



News of 2013

I wasn’t able to write anything at the first quarter of 2013, due to my super busy schedule. As a Sales and Marketing Team head, i need to make sure that everything in the workplace is A ok. Early days of January the company that I am engaged with is fully booked with Korean pupils. They were here to study English and Math. 26 days reservation with our regular Korean client sponsored by one of our members. Aside from that we also have some weddings, though the cost is not much to them since we are a COUNTRY CLUB, we make sure that every event we   handle is memorable one.

But of course life would not be exciting and colorful if there is no trials involve along the way. Of course, there is, it’s part of our daily life, though we sail the boat easily and smoothly with the help of our Saviour Jesus Christ.

My family is always there beside me to support me in everything I do, I decide especially my husband, my kids and my sister Leah. and my friend Ms. Divine. 🙂 of course my mother in law who take care of my children when we are not around.

Happiness, Loneliness, different kind of ness…. It doesn’t matter. Because for me, this things is just a piece of SOMETHING, it’s not as big as God sacrifices when He save us from sin. And God never gives a trials that we cannot longer deal with.

Here are some of my Early quarter photos that you guys can enjoy. Life is beautiful. Enjoy, live with it and Read your Bible.Image

Photos Imageare taken throuImagegh Imagesmartphones and it’s not photo shop this is the original quality of the phone, real camera pictures and real situations, real colors. 🙂 And because of this my life bring inspirations to me over and over again. Beautiful. (Sebilisima!)ImageImageImage




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I took this photo over the net, i was searching for a write ups regarding peace. love and happiness when finally this picture caught my attention, it is so simple expressing those three words in my mind. Right now, i am not happy maybe because there are things came my way that i do not expected… But come to think of it, I should still happy  because God is giving a good luck to me everyday.

 Last Wednesday, November 9, 2011 I am so upset with my daughter’s teacher, I feel bad that these things happened, and being a mother it is a natural reaction but when i talk to her teacher I understand her point and I thank God that I manage to be calm and do it in professional way. It is really unbelievable but I never wanted to be in her school all the time; because i want her to be independent. I want her to become stiff, strong and to experience what our real world has. To feel the fear and pain of rejection, in that way she will realize and understand in the future why things happened but because I am a mother who afraid that she become devastated and her eagerness to learned fades away,that’s why I help her out. I hope it’s alright as I do not experience in my life that my mother visits me in School to talk with my teachers because of my problems, during elementary days, I do not have a voice to express what I feel.Unlike today that childrens are free to express their feelings. And because of my color (kayumaggi), i experience to be discriminated by fellow students and that is the things that I do not want my daughters to experience but on the other side of my mind it could not be. The reality is reality and whether I like it or not there would be problems coming on her way which i do not foresee… Gosh, i pray in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ that He holds and touch my childs future, I know it could not be perfect but I do hope that they could be intelligent enough to do something about their problems, give them purity in the heart, strong attitude and goodwill to obey God words at all times.

It might be sounds  impossible but if I could only prepare my childrens future I want to do so. But again as what the bible says Mateo 6:34 ” Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”

With these beautiful verses from Mateo, i will leave it up to you again, if you are a mom like me. Admit it or not, we should surrender all our worries to HIM. As He knows better what to do in our problems. Right now there is really disappointments in my heart because of so many things in my life, career, future, money, etc. But i realized while doing this write ups for today that even if there’s a lot of destructions on my life God manage to insert Him on my daily tasks. I am not perfect and I am always looking for something better but I do hope and pray that time will come that God really stays with me in every seconds of my Life so i will always be on the good side of track…

GOD please come to my way all the time,

I pray for my boss, my colleagues, my friends and my enemies,

I do hopes that there would also be peace, love and happiness in their hearts, right now I am in the stage of getting into it. And I always hopes for the BEST.


God bless..